I have paralyzed myself. I am questioning this roadtrip; the journey of love, life, coffee and pure adventure. I am feeling the pressures of society. The box feels tight and uncomfortable, yet my acceptance of it is real.
What is happening? Why is this happening?
Go away, insecurity and fear! Ick! My thoughts are jumping in and out of realizing this dream, but my heart is fully in.
I pulled one card from a deck of "vision cards" after much meditation and expressing my fears out loud. I cleared the deck, then shuffled it in a precise manner ... thinking very logically about mixing up the cards thouroghly. During my last attempt at shuffling a large clump of cards didn't separate ... hmmm. Is that a sign to stop, I thought. So I did. Then instantly pulled the top card. It read "Yes". In the middle is a picture of Ganesh, the hindu god and remover of obstacles. WOW! The lesson ... I need to clear the path of clutter, dibris and chaos.
Do you have any insight for me? I am one of those people that like to hear works of affirmation from those around me; even if I have to ask for it, I guess :) So ... bring it on. I would love to recieve showers of positive thoughts from you :)
Love, me
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Just lovin' this journey called life! This is where I share my thoughts with the world while exploring locally owned, independent coffeehouses across America (and beyond).
Hey Lisa, it's Ro. Nice to read your thoughts and feelings. I would suggest that you quiet the noise within. Quieter than you have thus far. Dissipate all fear and doubt, and rememebr there is no "wrong" choice! Be well!!!
ReplyDeleteDearest Lisa,
ReplyDeleteWhen all is said and done...when you are quiet enough to hear that 'still small voice' inside your soul...there will be no doubt and no fear.
Today I read an acronymn for F-E-A-R, which is 'Feeling Excited And Ready'. THIS is YOU! I love you! Edie
Hi Ro - It is always good to hear from you. I SO appreciate your thoughts and insight. Quieting my mind ... ahh. Sounds like a warm blanket on a chilly day; Will do, my friend.
ReplyDeleteMy Edie - quieting my mind and listening to my inner voice. Yes ... I think you are on to something that I need to pay attention to. Thank you!
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